A tender reflection on losing yourself in the wrong kind of love, releasing the grief it left behind, and slowly finding your way back home to who you were.
I made myself smaller
so someone else would stay.
I called silence peace
and almost love.
But love should never feel
like begging to be chosen.
So I let the grief leave
and the old doors close.
I began again—
not waiting to be wanted,
but finally
coming home to myself.
Writing from the place where silence becomes confession.
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4 Comments
This piece is really heart touching 💔🥀💔
Thank you so much for reading and for your kind words. It means a lot to know that this piece touched your heart. 💔🌹
Wundervolle herzberührende Texte , die mir so sehr aus der Seele sprechen !!!
Es ist wie ein Wunder , dass Menschen solche Worte finden können
Vielen lieben Dank für deine wunderschönen Worte. Es bedeutet mir sehr viel, dass meine Texte dich so tief berühren und dir aus der Seele sprechen. 🖤